she said she needs some help
she said that she'd take her life soon
she doesn't believe in herself
because all of her friends say she's psycho
she said she believes in hell
but she went and got rid of the bible
cause she don't believe in a heaven
and hell is the only thing prevalent right now
she said that
hell is the only thing prevalent right now
so what can she do besides live in the moment
she's fumbling thru cause she ain't got a coach
and her company's foolish just look at her homies
just fuckin' abusin' the drugs
cause it's something that's cool and then plus
you could delete all the truth with a buzz
singing

somebody help me
let somebody know
that i need somebody to love me
before I go

i need somebody to help me now
tell me now
have you ever watched your drunk father
slap your druggy mother till she's melting down
tellin' her daughter to step right out
even though she know it's no escape
tryna gimme hope but i know no ones safe
because poppa knows when to close the gates in this
lonely place
i call home
i'm a phony faking i'm strong
just know that i'm not okay when i'm alone
i cut myself
i fuck myself up till i numb myself
till i'm bleeding so much that if i covered it up
i could make you believe I killed someone else
and if you're thinking that is heartless
take a trip into the darkness with me

listen cause most of this story is true
it happened to a girl i knew back in school
i heard it then i had to tell it to you
this what they never tell you on the news
her daddy is an alcoholic
mother is an alcoholic
the daughter is melancholic
cause the damage is catastrophic
and she need a steroid or an anabolic
just to handle all this
animosity it's mad symbolic
her life is sorta like a bad hydraulic
going up and down at random moments
and it's mad annoying
back in Jordan
where I used to live
my classmate faced abusive shit
her daddy drunk like he usually is
sippin' booze until the dude's fully lit
little did he know of the effect
that he had on his daughter, she was stressed
and the teachers that taught her could see the mess
but she'd blame it on PMS, she thinks it's best
just to keep it in,
never let nobody see within
her notebook was her dearest friend
where she could let all of her demons in
but one day
she was having her lunch break
then the class bully wanted fun play
he was fast and he took some duct tape
snatched her notebook then he'd run away
he opened it up started flipping the pages
and every page had the same thing
written over again and again and inscripted
read it aloud and the only thing written was
'somebody help me'

somebody help me
let somebody know
that i need somebody to love me
before I go

that was the most
embarassing moment i ever faced
remembering days of childhood made me start to resort to Haze
starting to smoke and blaze
everyday
and mix the occasional drink
cause all of my memories draining my energy
my whole life has been a waste god
damn it i been in a maze
every since grade one
nobody told me to stay patient enough
or stay strong
nobody told me to face any of this without a bottle
look at my role models
i hate them and they fucking hate me
and thats clear to see


her daddy is sick of her company clearly
his daughter turned into a druggy that's flirty
he's tired of all of the money she's burning
he's giving her off to his cousin to marry